To my ex 4G classmates, please kindly take note of this.

Steamboat at Marina
----04/10/2005
----Marina South
----05.30pm

Only people previously from CVSS Sec 4G (2005) are welcome here. Jean is the main organiser for this steamboat gathering. Whether you are able to make it anot, please kindly tag or sms me. This is so to have a rough figure of how many people will be going. For any enquiries, please contact jean or me. Please try to come for this mini gathering as it has been quite long since we had a gathering. See you guys there. =))

p/s: just a reminder, i am not using the 9*4444** number anymore. to people who have both my numbers, please stop messaging to that line. it now belongs to my brother. currently, i only have one line which is the 9335***4. please message to the new line and delete the 9*4444** from your phone list, in order to avoid confusion. thanks. your cooperation is deeply appreciated. =))

went to jeannie's house to study together. did we really study? ok la. i did do my accounts question. we were like chatting non-stop with her sisters coming in and now of the room. one of her twin sister was my bro's classmate. hahas. she keep telling me stuffs and updating me abt who in the class likes my bro and stuffs. children can be quite funny and cute at times. and her sisters are freaking me out. the way they study for PSLE is horrible la. i mean it is good that they are studying very hard. but i think it is way too hard la. even jeannie agrees with me. she got a shock too when she saw her sisters being so hardworking. anyway junjie's bday is coming, jeannie will be busy wor. lols.

i still want to reiterate that jeannie is a very special person who can make me feel very special. i love her. she took a picture of me. i think she is having an affair outside. she does not only love junjie. she loves me too. and of cos the rest of the dummies la.

hahas. she showed me some examples of some people who are rude in their blogs. really wow. hahas. straightforward ar? hahas. i asked her to read shuyin and wanyi's blog as well cos she thinks xiaxue's blog is interesting. so i thought she might like wanyi and shuyin style of writing.
-just in case you all are interested =)) [jeannie, see. i am a friendly blogger k? unlike her]
xiaxue
wanyi
shuyin

hey you said you wanna help me pluck my eyebrows. hahas. you never =(( . hey i am waiting to meet you up again =)). dun pangseh me bcos of that xjj ar. lols.

good luck for your econs paper tmr, my dear. see you really soon =))

hais. people are having holidays but i still have to go back to school. i still kinda know nuts about accounting. i am going to sch to find benny. he is teaching me accounts. i tell you, this guy is super nice la. i remember i first met him was at one of the fri sea training. and then, we were talking on the train and on the journey to kallang. then after that, i told him i was having exams and i still dunno accounts. AND...he immediately agreed to teach me despite just knowing me less than an hour ago. he is super nice yea? now that i know him better, can ask him to offer his service again. lolss.
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came back from accounts tuition conducted by mr benny tan. lolss. i must sae that he is a very good tutor la. he makes the concept sounds very easy and he taught me what to debit and what to credit. i always thought that whatever you lose money then must credit and when you earn you must debit. but no, IT WAS WRONG. have to see the nature of the item. and also i learn how to write journal entry, P&L statement, balance sheet, statement of OE. he even taught me the difference of capital and assets cos i am abit blur about it. he also taught me the direct writeoff and provision for bad debts thingy. he is a genius. he teach me 5lectures in 2hrs. i came out of the library with a ring of light above me. i think i reach enlightment. =)) ..
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i am just back from tuitioning. i think my student can make me vomit gallons of blood. if you guys know of any blood donation thingy, pls call me to donate. i will bring my student along. then yea, straightaway vomit blood out. no needle=no pain. hahass. enough of crap. i am off to practise the examples. jason said before that accounts need alot of practising. benny empathize that too. so i better go and practise. *yawns* hahas


anyway today is Toh Zhi Hong's Birthday. wishing you a happy birthday. you are officially 18 le. hahass. 6months later will be my turn. but he is old. i am not. zhihong, you promise you will increase the number of my lolipop. make it quick. go find a job quickily then no need to save money for so long to buy a pathetic 30cents lolipop. =p [[haha. when i told benny that it was zhihong's bday. he was like "how you noe de? how come i dunno." he even saw zhihong before meeting me and he didnt wish him happy bday. hahass. but he is very quick. he wish zhihong at friendster faster than me. hahas.

one word to describe my mood right now : bored. one will never understand my situation. simply pathetic, i should say. i failed two of my modules -- econs and accounts. and, just for your info to those who are reading this entry, shaking your head and laughing at me for my stupidity to actually tell the whole world that i failed my modules. yea, go ahead. i am not embarrassed by the fact. i have never really studied my whole life. i hate studying, right from the day i started writing. i practice writing until can go crazy. for those who do not know that i am a left-hander, yea i am now telling you that i am not a righthander like any other normal people. sad to say this, i am abnormal, thus i am a left-hander. many people thinks that left-handers are intelligent people. but let me kindly tell you this, i am not clever. no one ever say i am. =(( . i have to voice out something. as most of the population are right-handed, most facilities made are catered to the right-handers. it sometimes kinda penalize the poor left-handers. being a slow learner doesnt helps. yes, i am slow in learning. alot of people don't know this. they think i am very observant and can absorb things pretty fast. but no, it depends what we are talking right here. not when it comes to hand-mind-leg coordination. i am very bad in this. learning how to hold a pencil from a right-hander is not easy for me. i have to visualise how it is being held, then try it with my left hand. as a result, my mummy is often very frustrated with teaching me. cos she is a right-handed who cant use her left while i am a left-hander who cant use both my hands [[when i was young la, i can write better than some of you right now.]] as a result of her frustration, she tried to change me into a right-hander by caning me. =(( . sad childhood. thats why the hatred came by. in primary sch, she will always supervise me with my homework, mostly with punishment. so it is not surprising that i am always in the top 10 positions. but i dont know what had become of me. i am like so far slacking behind as compared to my primary sch days. after sec sch, nobody is there to supervise my work. or should i say probably no one know how to supervise. then i started to slack. i always frequent the malls near our sch. rivervale plaza, rivervale mall, compass point. you name it. i even went to tampines mall. i already started to fail since the mid of sec 1. once again i proudly declare to the world, throughout my year in sec sch, all my result slips have red marks. you want to know my sec 4 marks? it can scare you though, considering i am a Business Management student.
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260504
English: 54 [C6]
Chinese: 52 [C6]
Additional Maths: 39 [F9]
Maths: 37.6 [F9]
Science [Phy/Chem]: 34 [F9]
Combined Humanities [SS/Lit]: 50 [C6]
History [Core]: 38 [F9]

p/s: note that my grades for this exams is only C6s or F9s, which mean i either just passed or i failed horribly.
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270904
English: 46 [D7]
Chinese: B3 [this is the grade from my Os]
Additional Maths: 23 [F9]
Maths: 37.5 [F9]
Science [Phy/Chem]: 51.8 [C6]
Combined Humanities [SS/Lit]: 46 [D7]
History [Core]: 49 [D7]

p/s:note my maths and amaths results. you will get a shock when you see my O level results.
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270904
English: B3
Chinese: B3
Additional Maths: B4
Maths: B3
Science [Phy/Chem]: C6
Combined Humanities [SS/Lit]: B4
History [Core]: B3

hahass. i can tell you on that day when we collect our results slips, the principal was blabbering non-stop before we could collect. when i saw that history grade 100% passes, i cried. i bet mr lee haha was happier than any other teacher. then when i collect my results, that stupid ms lay said you told 7subjects but you fail ** subjects. actually, even when she said i failed, i think the number of failing subject was reasonable, considering that i did last minute study. nevertheless, i was contented with the failed results cos during the holidays after the Os, i was looking for private schools already. i already tell my mummy to make arrangement for me to go private. anyway, my parents think i will fail badly too. what a parent. then thats when ms lay said "oppss sorry. that was ********'s results. oh you pass all your subject." wow. you can imagine how happy i was. i remember that those sec 5NA people were standing outside. then kok sheng came and ask about my results. hahas. jonathan and him congratulate me surprisingly. cos i was quite close with kok sheng that time but i dont even know jonathan. LOLS. anyway, jeannie, ning and jean can vouch that i wasnt really studying, just in case you dun believe me and think i am lying. too bad if you are taking of asking me for secret formulas. but i can tell you how i studied.

english: i have to say that the teachers [[mrs shahul, mrs angela lee and mrs fiona tan]] were great in coaching us during english lessons. a day before the english paper, i was looking at TYS answer keys trying to see if i can see any secret formulas. anyway, my book is still new. who wants, can borrow me.

chinese: this one i have to admit that i did studied for it. a few days before. i studied the list that mrs maureen tung predict will come out. and the shou ce 4A [[handbook]] for meaning. i didnt learn how to write the words cos time is running out. learning the meaning can score more for the zao ju section. of cos, i did study my letter writing formats and some greetings phrases for both gong han and shi han. i also practice the 2nd section called the xu chi ce yan, where you chose the linkers. i did past year paper, but i only did the 2nd section for every paper cos i want to improve in only that section. yea, nearly forget, i also study the cheng yu meanings. while people are studying 1A,1B,2A,2B,3A,3B,4A, i only study my shou ce 4A. there is one gal in my class whom i dont like. she laugh at me cos she completed studying all 1A,1B,2A,2B,3A,3B,4A, while i studied only 4A. she told me indirectly that i might fail. !@#$%!@#$%. hahass. when the results came out, i got B3. she? she got a B4. LOSER. i was laughing like hell. hahass. serve her right.

maths and amaths: practicing TYS helps alot [[i think la. or else, i wouldn't have pass.]] but then again, i only practice the topics i like and know. those i dunno are normally those i dun like. and those i dun like are normally those i dunno. so they are left unknown till now.

science: hahass. this one is funny. i always cant understand science formula and concepts. the day before the paper, i was actually just started trying the TYS and i realised that even with the formula in front of me, i cant get the correct answer. so... so... so... i flipped to my answer keys and i invent my own formulas. thanks to my own formulas, i got C6. so do you think my invented formula was right or wrong?

ss: i was dilly-dallying my time the day before the paper. till when the clock starts to strike 11pm, then i started to panic. i started opening my guidebook [[not even textbook okay?]] and i studied "countries divided", "ties that bind: a case study of switzerland" and "conflicts among countries". then i fell asleep till the next morning. and switzerland came out for SEQ right? i bluff my way through SBQ by interpretations and apply those ss skills. and i got a B4, i tell you i am damn lucky. study 3 chapters can get B4, quite unbelievable.

literature: literature didnt really need to study. we only got the "i am the king of the castle" book. since it was in a storybook form, i read the book immediately after buying it. i love storybook okay? but not textbook, which is sad. but i was studying the guidebook for awhile then i slept.

history: as i am taking core history. we have two papers. one is the modern world history and another is the southeast asia-singapore and malaysia. for the modern world, i remember i didnt study the textbook but the notes that mrs sng gave. i only studied russia, the first chapt of china, WWI and i think no more. cos i didnt like germany, china and those european country history. i think it is very confusing. awhile KMT, awhile CCP, stil got mao zedong, sun yat sen, yuan shi kai, chiang kai shek. aiyo, *yawns*. study if you want. i am not going to. i dun really remember about the modern world paper. but i am very sure about the malaysia and singapore history cos it was very fun. we even went malaysia and visit perak where Birch was assassinated.we have lots of fun at malaysia despite the long hours of travelling. i remember i study chapt 3 & 4 few weeks before the paper, the day before the paper, i was reading chapter 3 cos i think steph said will come out. and i fell asleep. lolss. i remember that there was also another paper before this history paper and we were ushered to the library before our paper started. then i was with jeannie, still at chapt 4 and i started chapt 5 while we were making our way to the examination halls and bingo, chapt 5 came out. but bcos of the lack of time, i memorise chapt 5 main points and i used my imagination and common sense for the elaborating part for SEQ. SBQ was more of skills and i got B3. i must say, i am really really very lucky.

but then again, the luck wasnt pass on to my poly life. i failed my econs and accounts. sian. plus i was on mc for my management paper. that would mean 3 papers to retake. haiss. now i know why some people commit suicide bcos of studies.

today is singapore's bday~
felt really funny by christopher's nick~
his nick was HAPI BDAE SINGAPORE!!!!! YOU ARE OLDER!!!!! HAHA!!!!!
i find it lame and funny~
anyway bcos sth happen after monday training~
i tot he will go and tell him# that i like him~
but is actually a misunderstanding~
cos stacey sae something tt sounded quite like i had a crush on him~
then i tried explaining to him on msn wat stacey actually mean~
and end up he turn the table over and sae he likes me~
haiss~
i am really at a loss~
5guys and a gal~
i really haben straighten out my tots~
haiss~
i sms stacey to tell her the 3rd has come~
she seems to understand me quite well~
thanks alot~
save myself from explaining la~
cos i m too vexed at tat time to explain~
but ya it was christopher was sae sth abt happily ever after?
which triggered my thoughts~
ever think of wat really happen to cinderella after the "happily ever after"?
wait a moment~
let me sae tis "did cinderella really hab a happily eva after first?"
jason tink there is cos the author sae so~
but i tot the author jus stop there~
it is too abrupt as an ending~
or probably is for children reading pleasure~
so jus stop there to make it simpler~
or to lie to children tt life is a bed of roses?~
i dunno~
but at tt time when cinderella marries out~
she might be "happily ever after"~
but during the marriage was she ever upset before?
no one noes cos the author didnt mention~
but let me name the possibility of the sadder version~
cos maybe i am a sadist?
or bcos i m upset?!?!
ok wateva~
maybe cinderella did had a happy marriage~
but she and her hubby will surely quarrel during the marriage~
it is a SURE thing~
cos true love neva run smooth~
ppl sae that the RIGHT guy would make u cry~
but i sae the RIGHT guy makes u cry~
cos simply u loved him~
his every words matters to u~
and cos simply u r concern abt him~
marcus tinks that it maybe tears of joy~
ya hopefully la~
but did cinderalla and her hubby quarrel over bigger stuffs?~
wat really happened after they got married?~
did they have any children?
if yes, how many did they hab?
how many gals, how many boys?
ok if they dun hab children, why?
cos they wan to continue their two person romance?
or bcos cinderella or her hubby had fertility probs?
if they really had fertility prob, did they quarrel abt this?
did her hubby ever had a mistress outside?
u noe her hubby is prince charming rite?
if is charming, sure can charm alot of gals~
so did he have mistress?
or worst still is it mistress-es?
how did cinderella react?
did she tolerate his flirtatious manner~
or did she divorce?
if they divorce,
did she cry?
or did she feel a sense of freedom?
let us question why there is a possibility of prince charming having a mistress?
was it bcos his feelings faded for cinderella?
or is it bcos he dun understand her actions?
like how she can waste time when she seriously needa time?
or like how she shake her leg?
or like why she wear jeans and not skirt?
or like how she scold vulgar words when passby knock into her?
why? why? why?
why did prince charming left her?
so was cinderella happy after the divorce?
no, she was not~
she cried whenever she remember sth sweet abt him~
she cried whenever she remembers his cute smile~
she cried everytime she walk past him~
she cried everytime she ponders to tink
wat will happen to her in the future without prince charming~
she cried whenever his name is mentioned~
but despite of all these~
cinderella managed to put on a nonchalant look on her face~
frens who were not close to her talk behind her back~
cos she had this cold face which revealed no emotions~
everyone thinks that it was cinderella's decision to divorce~
anyone questions the prob between the two~
as they always seems loving~
sitting together~
holding hands while waiting in the corridor~
prince charming will help cinderella to carry her things~
only close frens know who wat really happen~
oni they noe that prince charming's feeling had faded for cinderella~
cinderella's face tat revealed no emotions
is not bcos she did not love prince charming anymore~
is bcos the pain was too much for her to bear~
she noe she had to live on in life~
but she simply cant~
poor cinderella had to face prince charming without fail~
how can she face him in future without feeling sad?
soon cinderella had 3new suitorss~
and her ex-bf came and woo her back~
suitor A was eevrything a prince shld be~
he had everything cinderella wanted~
someone who can make cinderella feel comfortable~
suitor B was someone whom she can talk to~
simply someone who can talk to her everything under the sun~
someone who can make cinderella feel comfortable too~
suitor C was cinderella's ex bf~
he used to hab badtemper~
but he is a changed temper now~
wat shld cinderella do?
suitor D is someone who always stands by her~
though he neva ask her before~
but his eyes and actions betrayed him totally~
he was showing signs~
and cinderella noes tat it is the sign of love~
cinderella rejected all of them~
bcos she still love prince charming alot~
and she is too afraid to love someone~
it seems that the guys always love her lesser than her love for that~
she was afraid that they will leave her one day like wat prince charming did~
the future lies so much uncertainties~
she is so afraid~
not oni abt love~
but wat if she die 2ml?
will she regret cos of the things she haven tell prince charming?~
when will she clarify the things wid prince charming?
or is she going to let prince charming tink it is wat it is?
if she nv die~
will her friends be always by her side?~
will they leave her one day?
she has too much to tink abt~
but right now she has nice frens to stand by her~


ok actually the first part is abt my thoughts of cinderella[[blue colour]]~
the 2nd part is abt me la if it sounds similar to u[[pink colour]]~
ya and zhihong came online again~
and i disturb him~
anyway i question him abt guys nature on relationship again~
i guess i always question him those things~
cos he always is able to answer me?
well i dunno~
but idiot him la~
i showed him wat i had found and he delete it off~
arrggghh~
and the mastercopy was gone~
and i cant blackmail him~
arrrggghhhh~
hatess him~
and he still owes me a begging~
but he claim he got big ego~
so how?
and not forgetting he owes me lolipopss~
which he is taking hell lot of time to save up~
cos he claims he is a poor kid~
but refuses to sign up for financial assistances~
hahass~
then kinda told jason tt i might move on and go into another relationship~
he gave me tis advice~

Never take it for granted that the guy is suppose to send the girl home. Learn to appreciate it instead. He did it because he is concern of you, to make sure u does nt meet into some danger. However, most guys are doing it because the rest are, which make it seems a MUST.


kinda true la huh?
then talk to marcus~
anyway he kinda make me change my mind abt her#~
anyway thanks to him~
i changed my mindset abt her*, him- and love~
ya thanks alot okay?
hope u can find the gal of ur dreams soon ya?
sorry to take up ur time when u shld be doing proj~
u r a good listener cum adviser~
continue to rock on~
and was talking to benjamin~
dun feel bad la~
not entirely ur fault too~
u r still my best fren after tis okay?
noo worries~
but ppl pei-ing her go dinner then no go training~
how sweet~
anyway that set me tinkin some guys are jus so swt~
while some of like shit~
and i was telling christopher sth~
i was actually talking guys nature in relationship~
and he actually questions me back~
hahass he ask me why some ppl's feeling can fade after two mths or more?
i was tempted to ask christopher to ask him- ~
cos i think he noes betta lor~
haiss~


anyway seriously thanks you to marcus, christopher, zhihong and benjamin~

christopher~
he is the one who i have been talking to ever since i noe him in kayaking~
and he is someone that is can talk everything under the sun~
about bgr to fairytales to books~
can be a conversationalist~
and a great joker~
ever so comfortable to talk to~
hey christopher~
thank you for your jokes to cheer me up~
thanks for accompanying me till 3am in the morning~
stay up too late can caused weight gain~
he taught me this~
so christopher~
soory i caused you to gain some weights~
hahass~
thanks alot~


marcus koh~
thanks alot for ur time listening to me~
i really appreciate that since u r rushing a proj~
thanks alot~
hahass~
mayb life is too short for thanking each other?
hahass~
*private joke*
but anyway this guy is there for me tis night~
despite he is rushing a proj~
he stops to lend a listening ear~
he is both a good adivser and good listener~
something i seldom found in guys~
which is sad la~
how noble~
seriously i thought guys oni will stop for their gfs~
but he kinda prove me wrong~
so besides thank you~
i really at a lost of words to thank you~
and sorry tat i took up quite abit of ur time~
and sorry that i hadnt been able to help up in ur report~
really feel apologetic~
but life is too short for apologises and thanks~
so i shall not thanks you and sae sorry le~
haahss~
ya i learn from you alot huh?
lolss~


zhihong~
this guy ar is my biao ge~
hahass~
*private joke*
i dun need to tell him my probs~
cos he neva fails to make me laugh during every conversation~
thus cheering me up~
and not forgetting that he owes me 2 lollipop~
and is saving up for it~
hahass~
*another private joke*
and how he refuses to beg cos i wanna blackmail him~
and i've to beg him to beg me~
hahahahass~
*another private joke*
this guy neva failss to make me laugh uncontrolably~
and i will neva fail to make him faint uptempt times~
hahass~
thanks alot of cheering me up a great deal~


benjamin kwang~
this guy knew him on the day when i first started sea training~
but afraid tt he was bad temper and impatient to teach me the ropes since i noe nth~
but he was nothing like that~
he was very patient in teaching me everytin frm scratch~
and he neva lose my temper since i was a super slow learner~
and he even took me on a honeymoon on a kayak~
and tried to capsize me~
hahass~
in the end telling ppl that we plated wid water~
when i was wet thoroughout~
anywayy thanks him for that~
and he taught me some tips on playing pool too~
thanks alot~
he is my best fren now~
and he knows some of my darkest secrets~
and he is so assuring to talk to~
plus he gives good advices and comments~
recently he has found himself a gf~
good luck okay?
dun forget i am ur 2nd wife okay?
dun pangseh me and su yi~
hahass~
thanks alot for all that you've done~
i will neva forget all tt u hab done~